Saturday, February 22, 2014

Get serious

I am so struggling with my weight!  It really makes no sense.  I am more active and still gaining weight.  I'm not as consistent as I should be but hey I'm far more active than a lot of people.  Yet I am, as of this morning, at the highest weight I have ever been!!!!

I'm not depressed about it but I am feeling a bit discouraged.  I'm not wanting to be 100 pound super model but I'd like to not have a double chin in every stinking photo I take. I've been running for almost a year, again not with great consistency, but I can run 35 mins without dying or at least thinking I'm dying.  This is a HUGE improvement over a year ago. 

I want to do this for me.  There really is no other reason because my wonderful husband and fabulous daughters love me and tell me this all the time. 

So why can't I succeed in losing 40 pounds?